Crush

Crushes are nice because you spend your day smiling….giggling in fact.  I’m one month into my relationship hiatus.  I am dedicated to making sure this remains just that, a crush.

I learned so much from my last relationship.  The most important lesson is what I want to look like in love.  Not just feel like. The feelings are easy.  If I had to watch a video of myself in love I want to be proud of the woman on the screen.  She will be unbathed, unshaven, and slightly stressed out, but she will be someone who is honest with others and herself.

I’m not going to make this into something more than it is because crushes are nice. Flirtation is nice, it’s simple.  I can’t handle anymore than that right now.  I don’t want anymore than that right now.

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